So this summer was going good but then it began to suck. I already have nothing to do!! It has been raining everyday and it is cold. It sucks!!! Oh ya and i dont have a boyfriend. We gotinto a fight yesterday i think it was the drunkness talking. But still I told him off and it felt really good. I really dont even remember what i saw in him anymore.

So relationships suck or maybe its the people I choose. I wish I could find a great guy who cared as much about me as I cared about him. Well i just got out of a relationship that i thought was working out but he did not feel the same way and that hurts alot let me tell u it does. I really did care about him alot and I dont think he understood that. I told myself when we first started going out, if anything happened between us I would not cry but that did not work out so good for me because I did cry over  him and I still do even though it has been only a day and a half that we have been broken up. I was so happy that i found someone and it is summer and he had to go and ruin my summer and end it. Oh and the reason why he broke up was because I am 17 and he is 21, when we first started going out I was up front and told him my age and it seemed fine, but i know where the thought of being a "petafile" when we hook up came in his mind. I have evn told him age should not matter but i guess he really does not care about me. But what ever I dont need that drama in my life anymore. But than again I care about him to much and I think I would go back to him in a second.

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hey hey

whats up people

well i am trying to get a job and a car but it does not look good

hey whats up

so i will start to write everyday to keep u updated

~Jason~